Chapter 108: Nuzhuang Dalao’s Top

Re: Chapter title: 女装大佬. is basically a man cosplaying in women’s clothing (excellently may I add), I’d tl it as crossdresser but it fits loosely so I just put the pinyin version. Literally it’s Women’s Clothing Boss.

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Xiao Jiashu originally thought he was sure that the lap dance had gone badly, but Ji Ge’s reaction brought him a great deal of confidence. He sat on his hot body, and his shyness gradually turned into excitement. What is the highest compliment you can give to the person you love? Aside from the sentence “I love you”, it is “I’m hard”.

Love and desire are always inseparable.

At this moment, not only did Ji Ge harden, but even Xiao Jiashu had a strong reaction as well. He jokingly rubbed against Ji Ge,  and when he heard him moan uncomfortably, he fell on him and laughed lowly, thinking triumphantly: You always act like a pervert, this time it’s my turn, right?

Ji Mian grabbed his lover’s waist, forbidding him from moving around, and he couldn’t help but laugh.

Zhao Chuan shouted through the door, “Are you ready? There are still a few scenes to be filmed, and there is no time for you to roll in the sheets. Besides, if you stain someone else’s high-end sofa, the crew will not be responsible for paying.”

Xiao Jiashu jumped off Ji Ge and beckoned, “All right, all right, come in.”

Zhao Chuan entered the door and carefully looked at the two, and found that they were really back to normal, and immediately ordered everyone to start working.

Ji Mian laid back down on the sofa and pretended to be unconscious, while Xiao Jiashu tugged at his hair and walked around in the private room. Judging from this person’s style, he must be a big guy. Can he get out alive after knocking him out? There were so many bodyguards outside!

Fortunately, he was very quick-witted, and he slapped his forehead suddenly, he had a plan. He first stripped Ji Mian naked, dropped his own black stockings to his knees, picked up two legs, and then kicked the coffee table over. When they heard the noise, the bodyguards outside immediately pushed the door open, only to find their boss lying on the sofa, two legs were held under the arms of the strange man dressed as a woman, who was thrusting his hips. 

Looking from behind, they didn’t know whether their boss was awake or unconscious. They could only see Xiao jiashu turning back with an angry face and shouting, “What are you looking at? You’ve never seen a feminine man top?” While saying this, he also shifted his hips.

The two bodyguards were horrified and immediately closed the door and retreated, glancing at each other with cold sweat on their faces. They did not expect that the boss who looked so wildly cool and handsome would be a bottom.

Inside the door, Xiao Jiashu put down Ji Mian’s leg, picked up another apple on the ground, and yelled while eating. He reprimanded in a low voice for a while, “Hurry up, haven’t you had enough to eat?” For a while, he screeched coquettishly, “Oh, are people afraid of hurting you? What’s wrong with people wanting to be gentle with you? When you scream at people like this, be careful not to cum!”

“Okay, I won’t say anymore, you worked hard! Come on baby!”

The bodyguards outside the door had never heard Xiao Jiashu speak in a normal way, so they naturally assumed that the deep voice was the boss and the shrill voice was the weirdo, and the scattered drops of sweat on their faces had long since turned into a stream of sweat that fell down their chins. They looked at each other, and then said in unison, “It’s over, will we be silenced by the boss?”

Ji Mian was lying on the sofa in boxer shorts, the strange screams of Xiao Jiashu were constantly echoing in his ears, and he could hardly hold back his laughter. He really admires Xiaoshu’s professionalism. Once he enters the show, he can perform all kinds of awkward scenes smoothly, and he won’t laugh at all.

On the other hand, Wu Chuanyi, Zhang Luan, and others had already covered their mouths and hid in the corner, their shoulders shook, as if they were crazy. They never expected that a guy with thick eyebrows and big eyes like Xiao Jiashu would be even funnier than a comedian when doing comedy. However, once actors become famous, many of them will soon be confined to a certain typecast and can only play similar roles. Beyond this range, it will be difficult to make a breakthrough and gain the recognition of the audience.

But Xiao Jiashu obviously does not have this concern, he can be both elegant and humorous, and can interpret both sorrow and joy. He is the kind of all-round actor who can be graceful and funny, which is really remarkable.  

“CUT!” Zhao Chuan raised his hand and shouted, “This one is over!” He watched the replay, and then he held his forehead and laughed.

Xiao Jiashu hurriedly took the bathrobe handed over by his assistant and wrapped up Ji Ge’s excellent body tightly, his cheeks turned red as he thought: who would be topping and bottoming between Ji Ge and me? Why did I have that dream last time where I was pinned underneath Ji Ge? Is it possible that I was born to be a bottom? Forget it, it’s actually good to be a bottom, you can enjoy it while lying down. It’s not like topping, where you have to lift your partner’s legs and enter, making it extremely tiring.

Ji Mian, who had just gotten up, suddenly laid back on the sofa again, laughing uncontrollably.

Only then did Xiao Jiashu remember what he had done just now, with a bounce, he jumped on Ji Ge and pressed him down. He grinned and said, “Why are you laughing! We are acting, be serious!”

“Okay, I’ll be serious.” Ji Mian rubbed the back of his head, it was hard to hold back his stomach full of laughter. How could he fall in love with such a living treasure?  It’s over, shouldn’t the way to die in this lifetime was to laugh to death?

“Don’t make trouble, you two, be careful of starting a fire.”  Zhao Chuan hurriedly pulled them away and urged, “The shooting went well today. While you are in good condition, hurry up and finish the next few scenes. Who said just now that he wanted to finish work and go home early?”

Xiao Jiashu hurriedly got up from Ji Ge’s abdomen, took a few close-ups, then put on Ji Ge’s white shirt and strutted out of the box, he explained to the two bodyguards, “Let honey sleep for a while, don’t disturb him. Oh, by the way, his ass should hurt very much. Go and buy him an ointment and come back, do you know Ma Yinglong pharmaceutical? It’s China’s magic medicine that is effective in one try, the butt would feel cool and refreshed! Bye bye!”

The two bodyguards sent him away with awe, and then ran to the nearest pharmacy to buy a box of Ma Yinglong hemorrhoid cream for their boss, not daring to tell anyone the whole time, for fear of losing the boss’s face and being silenced.

Thus,  Xiao Jiashu finished all his scenes today, he didn’t eat any NG, and was practically a god at acting.

“Okay, there is only the last scene left. Everyone cheer up!” Zhao Chuan looked at his watch and said, “It’s only 2:30 AM. I thought I had to stay up all night to finish shooting. Ji Ge, are you ready?”

Ji Mian, who had changed into a new suit, nodded and said, “Ready.” He almost laughed several times today, so it took a little longer than usual to brew his emotions.

“Action!” With Zhao Chuan’s command, Ji Mian immediately put on a cold and stern expression. He spread his legs apart and sat on the main seat with a golden knife. A box of Ma Yinglong’s hemorrhoid cream was placed in front of him. The two bodyguards knelt at his feet, sweating profusely.

“Find out who he is.” After a long silence, he took out his pistol and pointed it at Ma Yinglong’s hemorrhoid cream, shooting “Bang bang bang”, the blue veins in his temples and the tight corners of his jaw showed his anger. After a clip of bullets, he put the gun on the table, two hands pressed against his thin lips, covering the lower half of his face, then his cold and stern frown instantly melted, and a trace of smile flowed from the depths of his pupils, but quickly dissipated.

This shows that he is not as angry as he seems, but rather he is also a bit excited. Such a quirky and beautiful little troublemaker, he must take him to his side and then buy him a truck of hemorrhoids cream, so that he can slowly enjoy it for the rest of his life.

The camera gave a ten-second close-up of his dark, deep, yet emotionally charged eyes, then zoomed out, and the shot was over.

These two guys are so… Almost every scene they’re in can be passed. Is it because the people you love the most are watching? Zhao Chuan was amazed and clapped his hands in admiration. “The last look is great! Ji Ge you’ve acted out the four words ‘tough man’s tender feelings¹’. Alright, that’s all for today. Everyone is finished!”

“YES!” Everyone cheered, but Xiao Jiashu sneaked over and took a few boxes of hemorrhoid cream. He heard that this stuff really works, so you should be prepared.

Ji Mian, who was chatting with Zhao Chuan, suddenly looked back at him, but saw him with his hands behind his back, tilting his head, and was blinking innocently at himself. He couldn’t help laughing, “Xiaoshu, come here, let’s go home.”

“Okay.” Xiao Jiashu’s trouser pockets were stuffed with hemorrhoid cream. He wanted to transfer them to his backpack for fear of being seen by Ji Ge, so he waved his hand, “Ji Ge, go get the car, I’ll go to the toilet.”

“Go quickly, I’ll wait for you outside. “Ji Mian rubbed the corners of his eyes and then the corners of his mouth, his expression a bit odd.

Zhao Chuan said worriedly, “Are you too tired from working all night? I don’t think your face is very good.”

“No,” Ji Mian endured it, but finally couldn’t hold back, he shook his head, and laughed softly, “I’m afraid that I will grow old too quickly with Xiaoshu.”

“Why? I think you two are fine.” Zhao Chuan’s face changed.

“Because I wanted to laugh as soon as I saw him, and I couldn’t help it. You know, laughing too much will lead to crow’s feet and wrinkles, I’m afraid of being disliked by Xiaoshu.” Ji Mian’s tone was worried, but his expression was very content, he seemed to be drunk.

Zhao Chuan was silent for a long time before cursing, “Shit, I almost believed you. I thought something was wrong with you and Xiaoshu!” But it turned out to be another bowl of cold dog food slapped on the face.

Ji Mian laughed loudly, spinning the car key with his index finger, hummed a cheerful little tune, and strode out.

Xiao Jiashu put a few boxes of hemorrhoid cream into the compartment of his backpack and relieved himself in the process, before he slowly made his way to the entrance of the bar. Ji Ge is standing in a dim alley talking to several strangers, they had oriental faces and looked very kind, but the street lights above their heads exposed their tattoos all over their bodies. Even if those ferocious patterns only showed the tip of the iceberg, it was enough to scare ordinary people. They all bulged up behind their waist, which seemed to be pistols from the shape.

Are they real gang members? 

Xiao Jiashu’s mind went blank for a moment, and then he couldn’t think of anything else. All he knew was that Ji Ge was in danger and he had to be taken elsewhere as soon as possible. He looked around hastily and soon found a group of bikers gathered in front of a bar chatting, so he immediately took out a bunch of bills and walked over to them. After several negotiations, he increased the price several times in a row, he also took off a watch and handed it over, these people got on the motorcycle and rushed to the alley where Ji Mian was standing.

The alley was very narrow, but the Harley motorcycle was huge, and several Chinese gang members cursed and avoided it, and soon dispersed with Ji Mian.

Ji Mian stood against the wall with a very guarded expression, and just then, another motorcycle drove over and stopped in front of him, the driver wearing a safety helmet slid back to give up the seat in front of him, urging, “Ji Ge, you drive, let’s get out of here!”

Xiaoshu? Ji Mian didn’t think about it, almost subconsciously obeyed his lover’s instructions, got on a motorcycle and drove away from the alley.

Xiao Jiashu kept looking back and found that those people hadn’t caught up, so he let out a sigh of relief. Fortunately, they didn’t shoot, otherwise he couldn’t guarantee that a piece of iron would block the bullet. But it doesn’t matter, as long as Ji Ge is safe.

With this in mind, he couldn’t help but touch the iron sheet hidden in his leather jacket that he picked up casually from the street. The terrain here is complicated, and there are cobweb-like roadways everywhere. It is obviously not as convenient to escape by car as by motorcycle but the motorcycle couldn’t stop the bullets, and Ji Ge didn’t have any defenses, so he could only let him sit in front.

“Ji Ge, let’s go straight back and pick up the car tomorrow.” As soon as his voice fell, the motorcycle stopped. Ji Mian pulled him into a dark alley, took off his helmet, and pulled out a piece of iron sheet from behind him. He almost gritted his teeth and asked, “What were you doing just now? You thought I was threatened, so you came to save me? I’m telling you, such a thin piece of iron won’t stop a bullet, you’ll be shot into a sieve you know?” 

“But they didn’t shoot!” Xiao Jiashu raised his head in fear and anxiety, but could not see Ji Ge’s face hidden in the darkness. With the dim light, he could only see his eyes burning, it seemed that fierce anger was about to burst out of his eyes, and his hands were like forceps pinching his arms, which was so powerful that it hurt him.

“Can you guarantee that they won’t shoot? You can only rely on luck, and luck is often the most unreliable. Xiaoshu, listen to me. I don’t need you to save me, if you encounter a similar situation you should run as far away as possible, do you hear me?” Ji Mian kept panting, his heart almost bursting with fear. Instead of saying he was angry, he was afraid, very, very afraid, like never before.

Xiao Jiashu hesitated and did not answer for a long time.

Ji Mian approached him and said in the harshest tone, “If you can’t do it, we will break up.” When encountering danger, Xiaoshu must leave and stay in a safe place, even if he himself will die in the next second. His desire to protect him is stronger than ever.

As soon as Xiao Jiashu heard the word “break up”, his eyes became wet, and he nodded quickly, “I promise, I promise, Ji Ge, don’t break up with me.” However, he would never let Ji Ge know that if he encountered a similar situation again, he would save him without hesitation. He understood why Ji Ge was forcing himself to make such a promise, but in the same way, he wanted to protect Ji Ge as much as Ji Ge wanted to protect him.

They are partners. Being so-called “partners” means that they are each other’s half, they’re interdependent², they can’t live without the other. He can promise Ji Ge anything, but not this, he wants to share success and joy with Ji Ge, and he also wants to experience dangers and sufferings with him. This is the true meaning of marriage. Although they did not enter into a covenant, nor did they notify their friends and relatives, in his heart, Ji Ge was already his lover and his family.

He tried his best to keep his eyes open to make his lies seem more real.

Ji Mian’s ragged breaths had regained their stability at some point, and he gazed at his young lover with a look that was as complex as it could be, the anger and fear that surged through his heart was gradually filled with a hot and fervent love. He cupped his cheeks with both hands, then kissed him frantically, stirring his tongue and holding his head in a death grip, not allowing him to retreat or deflect. He kept deepening the kiss, turning his head when he felt his lover was suffocating and kissing him again at a different angle, his lips and tongue constantly moving, demanding everything he could from his lover’s mouth, moans, gasps, and love.

He passed on all the emotions he couldn’t say through this kiss. How could he be so lucky to have gained Xiaoshu’s favor? No one will ever love him as unreservedly as Xiaoshu, and likewise, he is willing to give his all and give everything for him. Both of them must be safel, no one is allowed to set foot in dangerous places, and no one is allowed to leave first.

This frenzied kiss lasted a long time, so long that Xiao Jiashu’s lips were swollen, his legs were soft, and he hung weakly on Ji Mian, before Ji Mian let him go.

“Let’s go back.” He put on a helmet for Xiaoshu and said solemnly, “I will stay away from danger in the future, so will you, can you agree?”

Xiao Jiashu said in a deep voice, “Yes.”

Ji Mian stopped talking and returned to the hotel as quickly as possible. As soon as he entered the room, he pressed Xiaoshu on the door panel, kissed him again, and pulled at the other’s belt while kissing.

Xiao Jiashu was bewildered by the kiss, and it wasn’t until his lower body got cold that he remembered: Oh no, the condoms and lube I bought, and the hemorrhoid cream that I brought from the crew were all in the car. I didn’t bring it back!

Ji Mian paused slightly when he kissed him, then squatted down and said in a rough voice, “Don’t think about it, feel it, huh?”

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He took off his lover’s pants, took in his delicate and lovely place and slowly stroked it, both hands gently holding and kneading him with the gentlest movements and utmost patience. Xiao Jiashu only felt a warm breath on his tip, his mind only coming up with three words to describe the feeling, so damn good!

He touched Ji Mian’s hair, and tugged it gently by instinct, wanting to increase the pleasure from the friction. Ji Mian tightened his mouth, took him further into his mouth, and then laid his tongue flat at the tip. There was some pre-come leaking out. It tasted a little salty and fishy, ​​but Ji Mian wasn’t disgusted at all, instead he sucked harder.

When one person truly loves another, every inch of their bodies will have an immense attraction to each other.

Xiao Jiashu had never experienced such a pleasurable stimulation before, his body trembled and shot out, he put his hands firmly on Ji Ge’s shoulders, almost unable to stand. Ji Mian spit out the creamy liquid in the palm of his hand, and slowly smeared it on his lover’s place, comforting in a hoarse voice, “Don’t be nervous, baby, I won’t hurt you.”

“I, I’m not nervous.” Xiao Jiashu stood trembling, not out of fear or hesitation, but purely because he couldn’t shake the aftereffects of his orgasm. However, after Ji Mian’s first finger penetrated into his body, he had no time to think about anything else, and as soon as his knees softened, he slipped and sat down.

Ji Mian let him lean against the door panel, opened his legs again to get a full view of his pink hole. Just watching his fingers move in and out of him made him so hard that he was about to explode, so he eagerly took off his clothes and pants, tugging Xiaoshu’s hands to hold his own huge cock, and gasped, “Help me.”

Xiao Jiashu whispered, “Ji Ge, can I help you with my mouth too?”

The direct consequence of this sentence was that Ji Mian’s cock suddenly jolted, and grew even bigger. He chuckled deeply, and finally laid Xiaoshu on the carpet, and pressed it on top of him in an upside-down position, and said imploringly, “Don’t force it, hm?”

“Not at all.” Xiao Jiashu, while taking in the red giant, secretly said: this is probably the legendary 69 style, right?

As soon as he thought of this, Ji Mian’s second finger was inserted into his body, and the other party’s tongue was still gently licking the folds of his acupuncture point, bringing a numb and warm feeling. He instantly forgot his nonsensical thoughts, bent his legs, raised his hips, and wanted Ji Ge to give him a good licking.

After the initial shyness, he tasted the sweetness and displayed his body to the fullest, he also enthusiastically responded to Ji Ge’s actions. 

When he felt comfortable, he stretched out and moaned, when he felt unbearable, he twisted, and when he felt impatient, he urged him. When Ji Ge’s fingertips reached a certain point, he shuddered violently and came again.

“Ji Ge, I, I want it!” His voice was hurried, but he didn’t know what he wanted. The huge thing in his mouth was pushed out by his slick tongue.

Ji Mian sat up halfway, took a deep breath, then wrapped Xiaoshu’s legs around his waist, holding his erection and rubbing it up and down the slightly red hole a few times, and then pushing it in, inch by inch when it opened up and swallowed him slightly.

After patiently stretching him out, Xiaoshu’s hole has long become wet and soft, layers of tender flesh enveloping him, sucking him in, the feeling is simply indescribable. Ji Mian cursed in a low voice, and drops of sweat fell from his forehead, but he didn’t dare to move.

“Xiaoshu, does it hurt?” He didn’t want his lover to be hurt in the slightest. Their first time must be perfect, pleasant, and memorable enough to be remembered after decades.

Xiao Jiashu tightened his hole and said honestly, “It doesn’t hurt, it’s just a bit sore.” His front was still being rubbed by Ji Ge’s hand, and the pleasurable feeling continuously penetrated into the scalp, how can it hurt?

Ji Mian almost came because of Xiaoshu, and he endured it for a long time before continuing to move. When he finally pushed in his whole length inside, he couldn’t help but exhale, slowly retreating and slowly pushing forward again, thrusting in and out little by little.

“Does this hurt?” He kissed Xiaoshu’s neck tenderly.

“It doesn’t hurt, it’s a little numb.” Xiao Jiashu closed his eyes and felt it. His two long and straight legs tightly clamped around Ji Ge’s waist, as if afraid of him leaving.

Ji Mian kneaded his extremely elastic ass with one hand, and held his cock with the other, he moved gently and heavily, and the speed of going in and out gradually got faster.  He deliberately rammed into Xiaoshu’s sensitive spots, and whenever Xiaoshu cried out in passion, he would smile briefly, feeling satisfied. The first thing he wants to please is Xiaoshu’s body, not himself.

“Ji Ge I can’t,  I’m going to cum again.” Xiao Jiashu held onto Ji Mian’s neck tightly, with two teardrops on the verge of falling at the corner of his red eyes, looking wanton and vulnerable. The intense pleasure struck his brain, making him shiver uncontrollably. He began to blush all over, his legs and ass clenched tighter and tighter. 

Ji Mian accelerated his thrusts and came inside Xiaoshu. Both of them were sweating profusely, panting while holding each other and exchanged a long kiss.

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He carried his limp lover into the bathtub to clean him up, blow-dried his hair and then put him back to the bed, Ji Mian gently patted his bare back and said softly, “Does it hurt?”

 Xiao Jiashu wrapped his arms around his neck, his voice hoarse, “Why do you always ask me if it hurts?” After all, it was the first time, while he was filled with pleasure, he didn’t feel at all, but now he realizes that there is indeed a little pain, but the satisfaction of his body and mind transcends everything. He is very happy now, even if he is tired, he can’t sleep, he just wants to hug Ji Ge and talk to him.

Falling asleep seconds afterwards, without caring about the feelings of the other half at all, is the behavior of a scumbag.

Ji Mian, who was still a little worried at first, laughed lightly, and kissed Xiaoshu’s reddish eyes lovingly, “I’m afraid it hurt you, and you won’t want to do it with me in the future.”

“How could that be?” Xiao Jiashu’s drowsiness disappeared in an instant, and he got up and said solemnly, “In order to ensure that the two of us have a happy sex life, we will do it at least five times a week from now on!” Now that he knows the taste, how can he not want to do it? He shot so many times just now, but he is hard again. Is it possible to unload all the goods that have been stored for twenty years in one night? It’s a pity that those boxes of Ma Yinglong hemorrhoid cream were not here, if it was immediately applied afterwards, he would’ve felt better now. What a miscalculation!

Xiao Jiashu’s words were righteous on the surface, but his thoughts ran elsewhere³, and the exquisite little thing showed signs of rising again.

Ji Mian’s worries suddenly dissipated, and he quickly took the naked person into his arms, wrapped it in a quilt, and couldn’t help laughing, “Okay, we’ll do it at least five times a week, to ensure your sexual satisfaction.” At last, he captured the red and swollen lips of his lover and tasted his sweet body fluid intoxicatingly.

After the clouds closed and the rain stopped⁴, his feelings for Xiaoshu became deeper and more attached. Xiaoshu must not know that his heart is almost filled with happiness and joy, so much so that his eyes and nose are a bit sore. He gently kneaded his waist and coaxed, “I can’t do it today. I have to film tomorrow. I’ll give you a massage, and then we’ll sleep?”

Xiao Jiashu nodded, hooked his finger on Ji Ge’s finger, and hesitated, “Just now at the door of the bar, those people…”  when they were dispersed, he seemed to hear one of them shout Ji Mian, so Ji Ge should know them?

“I know them,” Ji Mian said slowly, taking a deep breath. “It should be said that I was once a gang member like them.”

Xiao Jiashu’s eyes widened as if he was a frightened rabbit, “Then will you be taken back by them? We shouldn’t shoot this movie, let’s immediately buy tickets back to China!” As he said this, he was about to get up.

Ji Mian’s tragic memories were all interrupted by his ass that was covered with hickeys and kept shaking in front of his eyes, he suddenly laughed lowly, “No, they are not at the same height as me now, they can’t move me, they just came to catch up.”

He rubbed Xiaoshu’s ass, and for the first time he told the experience in an extremely relaxed tone, “My father is a gambler and owes a lot of debts outside. The creditor knows that I was majoring in mathematics at Harvard, so he wants to recruit me to launder money for them. At that time, my mother thought my father was desperate, so she knelt down and begged me to give up my studies to pay his debts, and I agreed. You may not know but her leg was broken by my father to protect me as a child, so I could say yes to anything as long as she asked. I thought I was done for life, either I’ll die on the streets or in jail, and it was Uncle Xiu who saved me and found another way for me.”

The strange thing is that if he inadvertently remembered this memory, he would subconsciously light a cigarette, numb himself with high concentration of nicotine, and then suffer in the darkness and despair that was difficult to get rid of. But now, he only needs to bow his head and kiss Xiaoshu’s tear-stained eyes, and the dark wound in his heart will be healed.

Xiao Jiashu hugged Ji Ge’s arm tightly, but couldn’t find words to comfort him for a while. But it doesn’t matter, he can also share his pain, so he whispered, “Ji Ge, everything is in the past. In fact, I was kidnapped when I was a child. Those people locked me in a suitcase and took me far away. They whipped me every day, beat me with fists, and stripped off the nails on my feet. For a long time, I didn’t dare to stay in a dark and narrow place, but then I got better.”

In fact, he was not cured, but he hid his fear in a deeper place because he knew that his mother was not as strong as she seemed. Every time he talked about the past, she would be more broken than him.

Slowly, he stopped saying anything. But strangely enough, with Ji Ge, he would forget those fears and forget to even pretend to be strong, because he knew Ji Ge would not break down and he was strong enough to protect himself. They can be each other’s pillars, and they will keep going hand in hand.

Thinking of this, he wrapped his arms around Ji Mian and kissed him while comforting him, “Ji Ge, let’s stay well together, ah? Neither of us want to think about the past, just the future, such as when we come out of the closet, when we get married…”

Ji Mian couldn’t hold back any longer, he hugged him tightly, and murmured, “I’ve been thinking about our future, I always have.” Without Xiaoshu’s appearance, he could hardly imagine what kind of future he would have.

At this moment, their bodies and hearts have never been so close…

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Footnotes:

1. 铁汉柔情. no matter how strong a tough guy is, he also has a gentle and considerate side.
2. 唇齿相依. lit. as close as lips and teeth.
3. 爪哇国. Java, the country. I can’t find anything about it meaning something else.
4. I think this just means that after they had sex…

TLer Notes:

This was exactly 5,200 words…

June will be the last month of my semester so please bare with me if I’m only releasing one chapter a week ^^ I found the screenshot of the smut in the nuforums lol (it was uploaded in the author’s weibo) and it was quite pixelated since this novel was published way back in 2017, so I tried to decipher it to the best of my abilities. Hope everyone enjoyed this week’s update as much as I did! Stay safe ❤

Thank you so much to diabolomenth and anon for the ko-fi’s last week!

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